Dit kreeg ik vanochtend in mijn bus als laatste nieuws van de Crimsoncirkel.
Geoffrey verteld over zijn relatie met Tobias.
Ik vond het heel leuk om te lezen.
Hè! :D
Fijn omdat het zo herkenbaar is, en voor mij heel leerzaam.
Een riem onder het hart.
Thnx Geoffrey en Tobias!
Among the questions I’m most frequently asked are, “What’s it like to channel Tobias? Does he talk to you all of the time? Does he give you advice on personal and business matters?”
My life has become “interesting” ever since I started working with Tobias. In the early days, it seemed like Tobias was always around. I had trouble turning it on and off because I could always feel his presence, even if he wasn’t in my immediate vicinity. I was also picking up energies from other entities, as well as other people, in a way I had never experienced. With the training Tobias was doing with me, I was expanding my energy and allowing myself to feel everything. It was similar to turning on a radio, except instead of tuning to one station/one frequency, I felt like I was tuned into multiple frequencies at the same time. There was a period of a few months when it was very difficult to concentrate during a business meeting or to try to sleep at night. My world was filled with a lot of noise.
When I finally complained to Tobias about the non-stop flow of voices and feelings, he laughed (as he does so often with me) and said I had the ability to turn it on and off. Perplexed, I asked him how. Tobias said it was as simple as making a choice, and placing the focus of my energy on what I wanted to hear or feel. I wonder now why I didn’t figure out something so simple on my own!
When I’m not doing a public channel or workshop these days, Tobias and I chat every few days, although there are some times when I don’t hear from him for weeks of time. Especially right after a big workshop, I need my own time and space. Tobias backs away, going about his business with other people and Sam, his own shell-self.
I feel Tobias’ energy coming in close several days before a workshop or monthly Shoud. At the same time, I start to feel the energy of everyone attending the workshop or Shoud. I have to make sure to discern the difference between my energy and that of other people’s, otherwise there would be a tendency to get out of balance. At the end of the workshop, I do some breathing exercises to release the energies. I also find that physical exercise and a long shower is a great way to clear off the energy of an intense weekend workshop. And I’m not above going to a casino for some R&R (rejuvenation and relaxation) after a long trip.
Tobias has favorite times when he casually pops in for a chat. He loves when I’m driving in my car, or flying in an airplane. I once asked him why he chooses these times. He replied that first of all, he likes speed and movement. Driving down the highway at 70 miles per hour or flying across the ocean at 500 miles per hour literally keeps the energy moving. Plus, he said this is a great time to talk because I’m not in the middle of phone calls, email, meetings or watching “Dead Like Me” reruns on the DVD.
Our conversations are actually quite short because we don’t use words to communicate. We work “sans definition.” Our thought energies are quickly transmitted back and forth. In a matter of seconds, we can have an entire conversation that would normally take an hour to talk through. After our encounter, I usually take a while to “feel” the entire energy of our communication, letting it really soak into my mind and body for the full experience of the conversation.
Tobias will answer nearly every personal question from Shaumbra, except for me! His standard reply to my personal questions is, “Get back to me when you figure it out.” Arrggghh! It’s actually good because it’s forced me to look for my own answers, in this dimension as well as the others. Nope, Tobias doesn’t give me stock tips (he prefers land or real estate as an investment), he doesn’t keep me from getting speeding tickets (he’s more of a cause of the tickets because he likes to go fast), he doesn’t help me at the casino (although he loves to watch over my shoulder and make snide comments when I’m loosing), and he doesn’t encourage a good healthy diet for me (he loves chocolate, wine, olives, pistachio nuts and really nasty pizzas.)
When I sit down to channel at a monthly Shoud or workshop, I can feel Tobias (or Saint-Germain or Kuthumi) descend down into my body while Norma is leading the breathing and the music is playing. I get huge rushes of energy throughout my entire body that sometimes cause my body to jerk or twitch. This is followed by a feeling I can only describe as “golden” as my energy melds with Tobias as well as Shaumbra. I feel all of the tension and tightness flow out of me, replaced by a floating feeling. At this point I know I’ve entered into a very special dimension, unlike anything on Earth, where the angels and the humans meet in love and honor. I can feel a smile come over my face, but the smile is much more from Tobias than me. A warm tingle goes from the top of my head down to my toes, then I hear a clear voice that says, “We’re ready.” I take a deep breath, I can feel my mouth start to open although I no longer feel connected to it, and the words start to flow out, “And so it is….”